January 8, 2012 Sunday
I’m here in my room at 7:41pm. I’m sleepy since I got home late last night and had to wake up early for church. Sermon today was really really really good. It’s about Repentance. It pretty much hit me like a roadrunner hit a truck. Twas bull’s eye. I guess it really is for me, the sermon. I don’t know why but a lot of people think I’m a bad girl. Is it because I go out a lot, drink like 2 bottles of beer per night out with friends and smokes occasionally (which I plan to quit)? Does that make me a bad person? Does it? I don’t think so.
I haven’t hurt anyone deliberately. If I have, I’m sure I didn’t mean it. I haven’t killed anyone. I haven’t stolen anything (well, coins from my parents room for load) but other than that, I don’t think I did something really really bad. I don’t know with this society. Very judgemental. Just because I like having fun doesn’t mean I’m a bad person. Believe me, there are people I know that looks good on the outside and is so evil on the inside. Those are the people I really don’t like. I hate them. My motto in life is just go with it. Be happy without stepping on someone else’s feet. People come and go and that’s ok. Forgive and forget. I think that’s my weakness. I tend to forgive people even If they haven’t apologized yet. Logic there I think is that I want that to happen to me if ever I did something mean. I want them to forgive me, coz I’m sure I didn’t mean it anyway.
Well that’s me.
What you see is what you get. I’m loud. I’m carefree. I don’t care what other people think. I don’t talk offensively to other people. I don’t say bad things to people (not in front of them tho), but that’s normal. Everybody has something to say to everyone. It’s called an opinion.
I just don’t get it why I’m a bad girl, when I’m really not.
Anyway, I’m kinda tired and sleepy. So Imma end this blog now.
Nothing happened today, went to church and went to Plaza fair and bought some dvds.
– L.A. –