January 16, 2012 Monday
I woke up today feeling happy. Probably because I really prayed hard last night. Been praying for everything actually. Anyway, it’s only 5 in the afternoon and I think I just have to blog what I’m feeling right now. Oh, by the way, today, I CLEANED my room. Yup. Literally, I took out all my stuff from my room and mopped the floor and literally changed sheets and wiped everything clean. It’s because I’ve been sick for the past few days and I think the cause is this room is just filthy.
Anyway, been thinking about my ex today. Wasn’t thinking of him the whole time but he kept on coming back in my head. This is really weird. I am very happy that I got the chance of talking to him again. It was really good. Probably because I know that a part of me will always be with CJ. Definitely, I don’t wanna go back with him. He really did hurt my feelings. Really did. But the friendship I think would always be there. This is just so weird coz all of the guys I dated are gone. I don’t even see them, I don’t even hear anything from them anymore. Heck, I don’t even know where and how they are right now.
That’s it. It’s just weird. Oh well.
– L.A. –