January 12, 2012 Thursday
Today, I think was the saddest day of my life. I’ve never felt so alone. I realized all my friends are already in a relationship and I’m not. It’s not that I don’t have guys who like me, it’s just that I don’t wanna be in that situation again where I let myself fall for some stupid guy who can’t even commit! If I’m gonna date around, I can definitely do that, and I DID already. And it really didn’t do me any good. I just got hurt. THIS time when I let someone in my life I want that to be the last one. I want him to be the last one.
Right now, I still haven’t found him yet. I want a guy who’s stronger than me. I know that I have a very strong personality and I want my partner to be stronger than me. Anyway, I still believe that it’ll come. He will come.
This Saturday I have a dinner date with an old friend Cole. I just wanted someone outside my group of friends who I can actually talk to.
– L.A. –